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Saturday, March 29, 2008

Sat, 29 Mar 2008 00:39:52 GMT

i'm counting down the hours until i can be with people.
and drink.
and smoke.

it looks like a barbie had an orgasm on my camera but i don't ask questions. i never ask questions.

even my new neighbors know it's the weekend. i shouldn't be here.

Saturday, June 23, 2007

Sat, 23 Jun 2007 04:43:08 GMT

i called wayne and wished him a happy father's day (even though i was a day late).
it was sureal. and uncomfortable.

i had been telling myself for about a week that i needed to re-connect.
so i did.

today, i visited "the house". grant dropped me off. we talked alone for about half an hour, ten of which was him apologizing. i was ready for that.
he surprised me with gifts and declared it chi-chi-boo day. then grant came back to pick me up and wayne got to meet him and we ended up playing ping-pong. mom and jazzy later arrived and grant got to meet them and then we had had a nice vegitarian dinner together.

i got to take grant out to the park so he could watch wayne perform.

surprisingly it was excellent night.

today, wayne hugged grant twice, played pong with him, showed his collection of records, served us dinner, took our pictures, and told grant he is a part of our family and is welcome back anytime.

it felt so good not only for me to be accepted but also to see grant accepted as well (and so quickly).

it is so good to have grant in my life...
especially during a time where after two and half years, i have a family again.

Sunday, June 17, 2007

Sun, 17 Jun 2007 15:15:42 GMT

sir grantus and i went to the beach at tuttle last night after work.
it was terrifying!

besides it being pitch black when we got there, there was also trees and branches that had been swept a good ways up shore from all the previous rains. so we hiked that and a stream of mud and then we were home free. The sand felt so nice and there were wild shrubs and exotic rocks EVERYWHERE! we built a fire and watched the sunrise. Ah, love.

we stayed until i got tired and attempted to make a get away and were unsuccessful. After about an hour of digging tire wheels out of sand we came to understand the extent of our defeat and and stumbled over a christian camp and a couple of guys produced magical shovels from their pockets and we were saved! hurray! and then the thorny trees attacked the vehicle. and then then the logs didn't want the car to drive straight and slid us sideways, and then 3 huge herds of bicyclers almost trampled us.

and then sir grantus picked me wild flowers! and almost drove off the road 50 billion times. he also followed a woman who drove into a lane of oncoming traffic and almost backed into us! he jumped many curbs and ran two stop lights (the second one almost into another car).
i blame myself.

we are back at his apartment and just finished our showers.
i've got a long day ahead.

Saturday, June 16, 2007

Sat, 16 Jun 2007 05:25:15 GMT

i'm dating again.
"why?" i ask?
i can't answer myself.

but we are blinded by love.
it took only a week.
he's polished my rusted heart.
and now it patters.

i need a new apartment.
i need a new job.
i need a new FACE.

just listen up, god,
put me on an island in the sun.

Thursday, June 07, 2007

Thu, 07 Jun 2007 20:27:05 GMT

when dakota wakes up
he's a ninja!

sometimes we are lonely so that when we do meet the right people, it's at the best possible times in our life.

it's nice when someone falls for you.

it's painful to fall for no apparent reason and twist your ankle on concrete and ram your arm into screen doors.
it sure is funny though.

i puke like a baby.

grant gave me a beaut-iful bicycle!

people evolve. nothing is forever.
no serious relationships for me.
no sir.

"i want some guacamole"

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Wed, 30 May 2007 01:24:05 GMT

"no gidity. no goubt"

the flood plagued my apartment with nature.
eww. gross.
joan won't do shit.
neither will that voodoo doll i made of her.

living with MS. LOVE
has been real.
and being homeless for the week
has made me shady.

i need to seek a fortune teller.
manhappiness has got me down.

i might be a tattle.
i might have b.o.

let's change the subject,
shall we?

it's been fun.
we should have more adventures on the roof...

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Tue, 22 May 2007 07:10:16 GMT

jazzy graduated a couple of days ago!
hopefully she'll have the strength to
take care of herself from here out.

met dakota the day before that.
what a pothead!
but a good kid, nonetheless.

i surprised sam at caitlins "party" on friday.
she still talks about it.
i've never seen her more drunk.

and today sam and i ran some errands.
along the way, we decided to go to
people's grocery.
as we pulled up sam pointed out our doppelgaengers.
and they were!
they were our younger selves! in the flesh.
we looked up the word and gain more insight.
and from what we researched,
it looks like we are going to die.

i bought dried mangos!
that's something positive, right?

eh.
the end.

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"that's so dank!" -Dakota

Friday, May 18, 2007

Fri, 18 May 2007 07:58:57 GMT

anna bee kay and kirk visited the hotel.
and anna bee kay poofed.

walked the town with kirk

BAREFOOT

and kicked some ass.
rough feet. dirty feet.

rough dirty feet.

hair eat some turf.

nick the ghost is sometimes pidgin.

explored campus

good times

aggieville journeys

vomited ground. broken cigarettes.

caffeine shots.

free cherry limeade from mike

that’s right, walked to sonic.

BAREFOOT

drunk girl dented sidewalk.

more barefoot plans tomorrow.

“ARE YOU FUCKING JENNY?!?”

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a muslim tried to steal my soul.

Thursday, May 17, 2007

Thu, 17 May 2007 04:34:53 GMT

today i went hunting.
no luck.

i think god is out of season.

according to belief-o-matic, the following is a list of faiths in order of how much they have in common with my beliefs.

1.	Neo-Pagan (100%)
2.	New Age (92%)
3.	Mahayana Buddhism (80%)
4.	Liberal Quakers (80%)
5.	Theravada Buddhism (69%)
6.	Unitarian Universalism (67%)
7.	Orthodox Quaker (65%)
8.	Taoism (63%)
9.	Hinduism (62%)
10.	Jainism (61%)
11.	Mainline to Liberal Christian Protestants (59%)
12.	Sikhism (55%)
13.	Bahá'í Faith (53%)
14.	New Thought (53%)
15.	Reform Judaism (52%)
16.	Scientology (47%)
17.	Secular Humanism (47%)
18.	Christian Science (Church of Christ, Scientist) (44%)
19.	Seventh Day Adventist (39%)
20.	Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (Mormons) (34%)
21.	Orthodox Judaism (32%)
22.	Mainline to Conservative Christian/Protestant (27%)
23.	Jehovah's Witness (26%)
24.	Nontheist (25%)
25.	Islam (23%)
26.	Eastern Orthodox (15%)
27.	Roman Catholic (15%)

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Wed, 16 May 2007 18:09:49 GMT

it's good to have a 21 year old roommate.
it's almost as great as skipping off drunk to the gas station where he works (barefoot) and chatting with his boss.
it's almost as great as repeating the same question multiple times and no one thinking i'm dumb. but only drunk.
it's almost as great as smoking as many cigarettes as i want and not giving a shit.

but after a long day at work,
it's always a perk to have a 21 year old roommate.
and banana popsicles the next morning.

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i'm not sure how
my long toe got bruised.
oww.